dayah journal♥

♥Friday, July 31, 2009♥

i hate myself.for sure i am going to fail my Malay oral.i did badly.what is happening to me?maybe because i have no mood just now that is why i did badly.it is okey i still got my written work and listening compere.hmmm well i need to do well on that.after my oral i go for my cca.my cca is npcc.npcc rock but sometimes suck a lot.can not tell you why haha.we need to practice our pass out parade(POP).i am very tired.we practice and practice until 6+.than i went back home with ain r/a,shasha,syafiq,amira and firdaus r.we took one round bus.but before that we buy our drinks as we are thirsty.i brought pokka milk tea.it is so good.i think this will be my favorite drink.we took the bus as we were discussing about what going to happen tomorrow.we still do not know weather we going anot.haha i know you guys would not understand only my schoolmates know about it.when we reach interchange,we split up.amira and firdaus r went back home taking bus 9--,ain r take bus 8--,shasha and syafiq take 9-- as they are having dinner at triple8 and me and ain a we took bus 9--.i went back home straight go take bath.after a fresh bath i switch on my computer and now here i am telling you what had happen.
i am very tired now so i want to rest.
untill here than....bye

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@ 4:45 AM

♥Thursday, July 30, 2009♥

lets make it short and sweet for the guy out there.i am very piss off after what you have told me.in the first place it is your fault.you lost two girls because of you not me.so do not anyhow blame me okay?second thing i delete my imesh ready so you and i can not do anything.my dad do not let me download it back understand?only god know who the one break your relationship.okay done.back to my story.half of my classmates is not at school.the people who got their mc and can come back to school has been send back because they keep coughing.i do not know until when my classmate can go back to school.i felt pity for them.so my school as per normal nothing much...so there is also nothing much to said..
until here than....bye.

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♥Wednesday, July 29, 2009♥

OMG!remember the last time i told you guys that i fell down during my pe lesson?guess what i fell down again but this time 2times arh my butt is killing me.we was having pe lesson.we were playing rugby than i was pass and touch down untill that i slide down as the ground is wet.it hurts alot.than when i was playing i fell down again because of the ground.haixthan i was having my recess untill that girl come to me and said about her unhappiness.i give u a question if your guy/girl saw you than after that the next day never contact with you and than your parents ask you to break your relationship with him/her?what would you do?you would break right cause it is not worth it.he never contact with you and making you suffer."tolong la kalau kau sayang dia kau pergi la cari dia jangan ganggu hidup aku boleh tak?jangan nak action kau nak jadi independent girl cakap aje biar dia cari kau in the end kau juga kan cari dia.bodoh!"so angry...today boring seh i was having maths than my teacher never came in to the class as she got to be the timing for n level.so she give as work paper 1 and paper 2 have to be done by 2 hours.OMG!not enough time than i just hand in cause she said at least i got do work it is okey ready.i am worried right now as my friend is having her operation.i hope her operation is success.my friend just now went to hospital because of she have a hard breathing.hopes she is okey.than i went back home as i have no one to go out with.back to home...
i am chatting with the guy who always make me happy
i have know him for almost 5 days.
until here than....bye...

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♥Tuesday, July 28, 2009♥

i still do not get it why we having a lot of mock test?they should call it test only. no need to call it mock test.i do not get it....whatever it is today and yesterday was my crazy day because of someone haha.thanks ladies for making me happy epically to ifanorita and someone.today almost half of my classmate is not at school because they are sick.hayio another few more week is our 'N' level.stress!!i with my friends have make the same decision to go to ite even though our parents do not like it.they should understand our feeling that we try our best.no matter what we have stick our decision.haha.today i got my English mock test.what to do just do.the girl who i told you on my last blog said sorry to me.i just play along the game that she want to play.lets see who in the end will have their face embarrassed.haha.i am feeling better now.my voice is back.yeah!!!haha i know i being "siau"right now.haha what to do.after school i and yue qun go to causeway than we met aishah.i accompany aishah as she felt bored as for me i have nothing to do.we from causeway we walk to go to woodland north plaza to aishah home.i went back home and i walk to go home.i think i lost a bit calories.haha.
until here than..bye

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♥Monday, July 27, 2009♥

what a boring day again.i want to said to a girl over there if you not happy who i am than back off.i not kind of a person which you could come and go.please la make up your mind you want to be with who.if you think you can change my behaviour think again.do not think you a good person go change your behaviour first than you change mine.but that would not happen because i am happy for who i am.next time go tell the whole school about what i did to you and what you not happy with me.i got tell you once i hack care with a person who do not like me.if you a daring person and you think what you do is the right thing than tell to my face.no need to tell to everyone about my behaviour.think properly la who are you to make the decision for me.i did give you advise if you think what i said is right than take it if you think it is wrong than throw it away.i never force you okey!!!"malas nak layan kau nye perangai lagi".
no mood ready...
until here than...bye

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♥Friday, July 24, 2009♥

today i accompany shakira and her sister to novena to meet and greet the liverpool player.boring.it was so crowded and people were pushing us.than once it is done,i walk there because we are waiting for shakira guy so long.we took some photo anything just look at my tagged.i put some here.than we decided to go to the place.we met up with her guy and went back home.i not feeling well and i am tired.i reach home and upload my photo.okey nothing to said much i am very tired.we should do this again and have fun.
until here than...bye.

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♥Thursday, July 23, 2009♥

today is a boring day!first five periods is my d&t boring.i just talk2 with aishah and the rest than me and aishah walk around the school.by the way a lot of my classmate is sick for this pass whole week.including me.from recess onwards boring ready.today also got my social studies mock exam.my first time i wrote a lot.than went to talk boring.bla bla bla.after that went to ssc.buy my new shirt/jacket yeah!!!!than yue qun and me go to MacDonald i just accompany her.we went back home.i was reading my book on the way to went home.now i am alone at home.i am quite busy right now as i got a lot of home work.
2 maths paper worksheet.
d&t journal sketch book.
reading my book.
okey i am quite busy right now...
until here than .... bye.

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♥Wednesday, July 22, 2009♥

what a boring day.school per normal is only that it was P.E time we was playing floor ball.people was chasing the ball i was waiting for the ball.i want to move back than until i fall down how embarrassing.everyone start to laughing at me.i am okey with it.people keep asking me "why you fall down?" and "how do you fall down?".today my classmate became clumsy almost 5 people fall down.i went out with yue qun today.we went to ssc.at the top level there is playground we went to play.how childish are we?guess what got cotton on yeah the nearest shop that i can go.i want this shirt or jacket.no money to buy...than we go to north point to go to the library.i borrow this book call hook up or break up.cool book.it is about love.than i rush back to causeway to watch harry potter and the half blood prince.the movie is fun i need to watch from the beginning.after the movie i almost lost my voice.still i losing my voice right now.than i went back home.by the way he break up with me ready.now i am single.better to be single and still finding my true love.
until here than...bye.

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♥Tuesday, July 21, 2009♥

this what had happen in my school.i can not forget my beloved md khairul hasif.it is diffcult for me to forget you.i do not know why.the only thing i know is that i need you be beside me.in school i keep quite because of thinking of him to much.i really need his ans to know whether he wants to be with me a not...really i need your answer.pls md khairul hasif...i miss you so much.

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♥Monday, July 20, 2009♥

hey i just want to said thanks alot to md khairul hasif for broken my heart.like WHATEVER.i just ask for a chance is that diffcult for you??by the way go for your single life back no need to put complicated in your life.it is bullshit if you do not like me you can said face to face no need to put at your tagged its complicated.playing my feelings around like what you said THINK WHAT FREE FREE ARH!!!good timing even i now sick plus broken heart.seriously if you are really a macho than face to me and tell me the true.once again thanks alot for breking my heart into pieces.

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♥Saturday, July 18, 2009♥

sorry if i never update yesterday. i not feeling well right now.nothing to said right now nothing to share about what had happen yesterday.the whole day just feel bad for myself.sorry guys i not going to tell you what had happen yesterday is way too personal.i just now hoping that i with my guy right now okey.i not feeling well for almost two days.i am noy in th mood now to tell u anything so until here than... bye.

Labels: i hoping you to be with me back

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♥Thursday, July 16, 2009♥

today there is nothing to talk about.only that my mum wake me up at 5 usually i wake up at 6.my mum shouted at me than i look at the watch is only 5 .ibu kasih kakak a break baru pukul 5.than my mum realise is only 5am than my mum ask me to continue sleeping.tomorrow lesson per normal only that we can wear our traditional costume..bo0ring.tomorrow is racial harmony day so i decided to wear baju kebaya in the end because last year for me to wear traditional costume to school.haha..today i really feel sad because my guy is busy today.how i wish he could msg me for the whole day.tomorrow i metting him .YEAH!!i miss you so much.one last thing i love you so much md khairul hasif!!!
until here than...bye

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@ 3:27 AM

♥Wednesday, July 15, 2009♥

let make it short and sweet.school as per normal everything comes back to normal.only got maths mock exam boring stress myself out only.can not do properly because not in the mood.after school go to causeway than yue qun and i play 'congkak' till the game is over.felt pity for shakira because she just look at us and she is tired.we also tired okey is only that we bare with it.after that we went back home.i feel very worried for my guy because he is injured but for him it is okey ready.take care of yourself okey hubbie?
love you my darling hubbie!!!

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@ 3:58 AM

♥Tuesday, July 14, 2009♥

today is very funny and serious day.this what had happen i have normal lesson at school.okey when my physic lesson i was day dreaming about my guy.in the end i kana do 1 whole page of notes on force and principle of moments.this is my two times doing notes for my physic.than we got d&t only for one period what to do boring slack la at class.saiful and khairul playing around the classroom even infront of the teacher.the teacher ask them to stop but instead they continue.than the teacher took saiful spectacle away because of they are playing a fool.once it is done ,saiful ask the teacher back for his spectacle.the teacher refuse to give him back.they both shout at each other.than one of the teacher call our DM and now saiful and khairul kana detention.everyone blame aishah because she wants the spongebob that belongs to khairul.she even said sorry to saiful.that is why khairul and saiful play a fool at the classroom.next thing happen at school we was having our english mock test.boring!!!what to do just do la.hafiz was playing with the liquid paper than he never close it properly.first it drop at his hand than the second time he never close it again properly than shakira hit the table with the bottle and guess what that liquid drop to the floor kana hafiz pants and bag.bad luck.we whole class laughing at him and we starting to call him bird shit because it look like bird shit.haha bad luck.by the way to shakira hope you last long with him you two look suitable.
for my darling hubbie i love you so much!!!i can not stop thinking of u!!!
until here than...bye

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@ 2:18 AM

♥Monday, July 13, 2009♥

sorry if i never update my blog for this pass two days i got busy and not available that time.okey lets skip this part.what had happen on Saturday?in the end i went study with my cousin.we went to the woodlands library.shakira turn up never go study with me because her parents never let her.understand.after i went study with my cousin,we got saw two 'pondan'.than one of the 'pondan' said to my cousin excuse me in a girl voice i almost laugh down there i just kept quite.i send her home than i went back to woodlands so tired.on the same day i was attach with my cute loving boyfriend we stead at the date of 110709.after i went back home i went out again to eat outside my mum never cook as she is working on that day.Sunday we went to vivocity to watch movie transformer again.i watch transformer almost two times.i got saw this sweet.OMG it is so long and it got different kind of flavour.it got sweet and sour.it is outside the golden village.it is a small shop.it cost $3.50 three for $10.i brought sour bubblegum,sour watermelon,sour rainbow & sour cola.today i went to school per normal and everything is normal.i keep daydreaming about my guy.i love him so much.after school i went to causeway to go to the toilet than walk around , buy glue for my journal.after that i and shakira went to my house to use the computer.i went to check my guy new photo.OMG he is so cute.we went to check everything that we need to check after that shakira need to go home as her father as him to go home.i send her until the bus stop and went back home.now here i am telling you guys out there reading my blog.i need to call him now.
i love you md khairul hasrif!!!
until here than...bye.

Labels: love u so much bie

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♥Friday, July 10, 2009♥

today my friend never come to school.i need to bring her worksheet and file to her house.so i did what i need to do.i got stomach ache i never study during my chemistry lesson.i do paper crane for my friend.i went to general office to borrow axe oil.than i sit down at the floor while doing my paper crane.after school as per normal i and shakira went to her place.when we reach there we knock her house but no one seems to open the door.we call her sister to find out wether she is at home but instead she at POSB bank near woodlands checkpoint.so we just walk because it is near to the woodland checkpoint.our school also near woodlands checkpoint.when we was walking ur school boys sec 2 was blocking the way.they kept walk and stop so irratating.so i shout at them'TAU NK JALAN KE TK!' so they move away and give me way.i was so bad mood that time.i give her the file and tell her what i need to tell her.after that i follow shakira to buy her things.a few minutes later we went to MacDonald to eat.we went seprate ways after we have our meal.i met dong xiang my classmate.i went back home with her.we take the same bus as for shakira she went to school back to met her sister.i went back home and change to met my couzin.we both want to do our eyebrown.after we done.we went back home straight. i went back home alone she went back home with her 'anak sedare'.tomorrow i going out again to study with shakira at woodland library.i will update u tomorrow what had happen
until here than...bye

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♥Thursday, July 9, 2009♥

i have just finish my oral.i do badly for my oral.it was easy but instead i make it hard for myself.i wish i could reverse the time back so that i do well for my oral.after i finish my oral i went to class and do paper crane.this is for help the people who is poor.everyone in my school need to make the paper crane at least 50! OMG that is so many but at least i will continue doing it at home.after my school as per normal went out with shakira.we went to woodland checkpoint to buy my 'abg' t-shirt.what a tough decision to choose the right colour and suitable with short and jeans for him.at last i choose a black and white colour t-shirt.lucky for me he like it a lot almost 5 times he said to me thank you.he is actually sad.i can know when he is sad.i want to accompany him but instead he want to be alone.i understand his feeling.i also once has been in same situation.hope he get better.i like the old 'abg' who is not afraid of girls breaking up with him.
so get over her and MOVE ON 'abg'
stop wasting your precious time on her
there is lot of girl down there
i know you can get over her just try your best
until here than ...bye

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♥Wednesday, July 8, 2009♥

this is what had happen today as pernormal i take my temperature every morning.
than i went to talk to shakira. she got problem so i give her advise so that she would not land the same situation as me.yeah tomorrow is my 'N' level english oral and i am the first person to take the oral.i am very nervous.i right now stress.okey lets skip that part of story.tomorrow i will tell you how i did for my oral.after my school i went back with shakira we went to causeway to window shopping.when we was walking out of causeway.she hit me because of my joke.it hurts a lot.from school until i went to causeway i keep making fun of myself.that is who i am.than i straight go to my 'abg' house.i went to his house to iron clothes.i help him out.when i was ironong the clothes , i got my finger hurts.i do not think that he notice it.nevermind i am a big girl now so i can take care of myself.after i have done my work over there i straight went back home.so tired lucky for me i have no chores to do at home.why today i got hurt?haix...-.-"
until here than bye

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@ 4:47 AM

♥Tuesday, July 7, 2009♥

i was bored at school as my hand phone have been taken away from my mum.what can i do my fault.okey back to the story me and shakira was talking about what going to happen to us.we became besties even though we have quarrel before.that is long time ago time change everything.today she got her 'N' level English oral mine is on Thursday.AH!!!i need a lot of practice.i kept talking about the guy that i fall in love.i even daydreaming about him.my friend find it irritating but than they can not blame me as people who fall in love will eventually talk about the guy.today i actually need to met my ex.turn up he got something on.i do not care enough about him.when i get back home i met someone through msn.OMG the guy that i like it is not wrong to fall in love with a guy.how i wish i could be with him?i do know how to tell him even though he only online sometimes at msn.at least if i never get him be beside me i told him the true but than how can i contact with him the only way i can contact with him is by msn..until here only
i need to fold clothes as my house chores.

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@ 3:06 AM

♥Sunday, July 5, 2009♥

happy birthday to my beloved brother
happy 14th birthday
hope u like the present i give you
study hard and aim towards your goal
happy birthday muhd taufik bin suhaimi
may your wish come true

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@ 11:03 PM