well it sound so wrong about the title.well you guys going to think that i am going to break up with my guy.not true. i decided not to meet my guy for 21 days. we need space between us. so when are we going to meet again..? it is on the day i celebrate his birthday. it is hard for us to let go. this is my decision. nothing went wrong we have a prefect life prefect relationship but there is something i lacking of. there is no way i am going to tell you guys. this is for me and my guy.well i promise him that i will take care of myself, promise him to update my situation through blog, talk to him twice a week and promise him i will return to his arm. i will keep my promise for sure.

this is a message for me to him. do not cry. i will return to your arm. i know is difficult for us to let go one another. as time pass by you will than realise it is easy. only time can make things right and time can make it fast. this is for our relationship. i need time to be alone. now is the time for me to give a break for myself.i will return to your arm when 21 days are over. i will always love you and i will always miss you. hugs and kiss from me to you.

Hey there . This is our love chapters blog and everything we are going write in here is about our love life . Well , it has already been confirmed that we won't meet up for three days straight and Dayah is already missing me . I can tell that she loves me so much because of the way she acted in front of me . We are gonna meet at Saturday but i don't even have a god damn idea what's the plan but it's okay , as long as we will meet on Saturday , it will be good enough for me .

well what a boring day i have.well i go to my religious class and now rotting at home doing my homework.while my guy is helping his cousin. well his cousin is moving house so they need a strong man like him to carry things. yesterday was the fun day for my whole week. i went to school to do my CIP.it is freaking fun but tired.i meet my guy outside school. we went to mcdonald to have our lunch.we straight went to penisula to purchase cable wire for his bass.we went to outram park for his jamming session.after two long hours and cold, we went to west coast park to have our dinner at mcdonald again. we hang out at the west coast park. it is FREAKING FUN!i mean it is FREAKING FUN AND FUNNY!if you want to know ask me or my guy personally...haha.my guy than send me home. I MISS HIM BADLY! I WANT HIM TO BE BESIDE ME RIGHT NOW!

on 4 Jan 2010 secondary school life beings... well see new faces new teacher new principal but still the same old rules. tomorrow is my guy first day at ite campus. basically good luck for him to see a new environment that he never been before.. about my blog.... we are still in process of changing my blog... so just wait for my new blog. we yesterday have a huge talk that may change our relationship.now i just need to wait for his decision...